The 35th Song

[tangledintower]

...I'm lonely.

I mean, I guess I've been lonely for a long time. Growing up, it was me and Mother for years, and nobody else. Then Pascal showed up, but for the longest time, I really didn't know...well, anybody.

I can't really get over that, you know? I still don't feel like I really know anybody, or anything...Mother said that I was gullible and naive, and she's probably right. She knows more people than I do. And maybe those are just things that come with being lonely.

...I don't really know why I'm talking about this. I shouldn't feel like this, not know, not when I'm out of the tower and actually living and meeting people and making friends, but...

Comments

[brokemysmolder.livejournal.com]

For the record, I don't think your mother was right about you at all.


I mean, you did take me hostage with your hair and a frying pan.

[tangledintower.livejournal.com]

Hehe, that's true.

You know, I tried to tell her when I had you in the closet, since I thought that it would be a perfect way to show her that I could defend myself...she didn't listen, though.

...I'm sort of glad she didn't, actually...

[brokemysmolder.livejournal.com]

Me too. Think of the adventure we'd've missed out on.

[tangledintower.livejournal.com]

You're right! I've learned so much that I never would have...things I never would have learned if she'd listened to me...