The 35th Song
Jul. 11th, 2011 11:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tangledintower...I'm lonely.
I mean, I guess I've been lonely for a long time. Growing up, it was me and Mother for years, and nobody else. Then Pascal showed up, but for the longest time, I really didn't know...well, anybody.
I can't really get over that, you know? I still don't feel like I really know anybody, or anything...Mother said that I was gullible and naive, and she's probably right. She knows more people than I do. And maybe those are just things that come with being lonely.
...I don't really know why I'm talking about this. I shouldn't feel like this, not know, not when I'm out of the tower and actually living and meeting people and making friends, but...
I mean, I guess I've been lonely for a long time. Growing up, it was me and Mother for years, and nobody else. Then Pascal showed up, but for the longest time, I really didn't know...well, anybody.
I can't really get over that, you know? I still don't feel like I really know anybody, or anything...Mother said that I was gullible and naive, and she's probably right. She knows more people than I do. And maybe those are just things that come with being lonely.
...I don't really know why I'm talking about this. I shouldn't feel like this, not know, not when I'm out of the tower and actually living and meeting people and making friends, but...
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Date: 2011-07-12 11:45 pm (UTC)[boom, switching over to the cheer up mode of the curse.]
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Date: 2011-07-13 12:14 am (UTC)Re: Action
Date: 2011-07-13 02:58 am (UTC)Magic.
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Date: 2011-07-14 01:02 am (UTC)I mean, you did take me hostage with your hair and a frying pan.
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Date: 2011-07-14 02:49 am (UTC)You know, I tried to tell her when I had you in the closet, since I thought that it would be a perfect way to show her that I could defend myself...she didn't listen, though.
...I'm sort of glad she didn't, actually...
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Date: 2011-07-14 02:49 am (UTC)[She knows magic. Sort of. Kind of. Of the hair variety.]
Those are cool...can you really fly with them?
[You show off to her, maybe she'll show off to you.]
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Date: 2011-07-14 02:50 am (UTC)But I could teach you some painting and art stuff! Oooh, and baking. I'm good at that too.
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Date: 2011-07-14 06:21 am (UTC)What's this special unteachable thing of yours, anyway?
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Date: 2011-07-14 08:23 am (UTC)Re: Action
Date: 2011-07-14 01:58 pm (UTC)Wanna go for a trip?
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Date: 2011-07-15 08:32 pm (UTC)So I guess I can show you.
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Date: 2011-07-15 11:37 pm (UTC)Is it, like, magic or something?
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